
YESTERDAY'S GONE
happy bday bro, hope u last long wit ur gal & kip on smiling (: (not to forget, hope u like my present)
12:34 AM
thurs 27/o3: back to my hometown white sands for wrk. dear esther brought dwn curry chicken for us, so sweet of her to wke up so early to buy ingredients & make dem. evening was e beginning of craziness, bcos of a chge of off day, conflicts arised & many unhappy things happened. yes i admit, tears felled & every1 became so emotional.ended wrk, saw esther while me & kelvin was waiting for bus. she suggested dat we find a place to sit & hav chats. enjoyed e moments, miss wrking wit est. walked est hme den we took cab. mind was totally messed up, many things happened at once, couldnt accept it.anyway jus wna say tks to wenhui for e actions, but im reali fine, im vexed, but not to e extent of breakin down, so dun worry ya? chging of off day is reali fine for me. and to melody & kel, thanks for e sweet lil things dat u guys did. need not wry, im perfectly ok, i wil tel u guys wen i reali cant take it k? cheerios^^
from melody
she got me a 七仔 ((:
thanks k for e drawings & me to you bear ((:

thanks everyone for all dese efforts, i sincerely appreciate dem. u guys put a smile on me, love (:
11:28 PM
wed 28/o3: went to warehouse at admiralty to pick stocks wit melody, it was a cool experience. u cant believe hw much we took, it was as if we are openin a new outlet rather than merely addin stocks. aft tt uncle(boss's daddy) brought us to tpy to hav lunch. e teochew porriage was so traditional, made me think of my late grandma, i must say i miss her alot.aft dat uncle drove us back to cine, san & kel were amazed by e amount of stocks we took. helped them out til evenin, was so tired & my legs hurt thus went home & rest aft tt. although melody & i were reali exhausted but we were glad dat we managed to endure it ((:
11:05 PM
i realized i wasnt as strong as before, things are piling up in my mind, sooner or later they will burst. im confused, really confused. i wish angel will drop some helping wings to kill e things im facing. i miss sam, i guess both of us need one another's shoulders to cry on. it's just a matter of time that i wil go crazy.when i was young, i cant wait to turn old, so that i can do wadever i wan. but now as years go by, i do not wan to grow old. bcos as time passes, u hav more things to b worry bout. n now i wish i was young, wher i can enjoy e carefree days. everyday, i do not feel like waking up. cos waking up means i got so many things to do & think of. i guess i need a long break, a really long break.wake up, rachel.
4:01 AM
em gt me cigs from e airport
22nd march (sun) : oh yes, emily is back. mrnin met her at amk to buy medicine frm e clinic. so happy to c her la. den set off to cineleisure for suki sushi & kbox. enjoyed it. caught e show the orphanage, e movie wasnt as gd as i expected cos i think highly of it. but overall its reali thrilling, dere r many moments wher people shout & cover their eyes. even guys oso cover. dere was one part wher me & em gt so frightened tt we hit one another's forehead, rofl. ratings for e show: 4/5
the orphanage
supposed to b my off day, but dis colleague has stolen money, so he is terminated straight away aft discovery. so right aft e movie, i've to go back to shop to cover his shift. on him, i've learnt an important lesson, never never judge a book by its cover. to all of us, he is a very well-mannered & disciplined guy. nvr did we expect him to steal so many times. he is 人面兽心, totally looked down on him & his bloody lies. hope he learnt a lesson & nvr do it again. totally pissed off by his actions.
p/s to k: thanks for e card, drawings & candies. appreciate it (:
my bro's bday present ^^
2:56 AM
i am trapped in this thing call love.
2:21 PM
so shiok, off day agn. gonna enjoy to e fullest cos my nxt off day wil b end of dis week, sunday. went to suki sushi wit yujie in e afternoon, we r very 庆幸 tt we dun hav to go far for jap food, finally discovered sth gd bout punggol plaza, hah.
my mum gt me a 七仔, so funny of her. but its rily adorable ((:supposed to go out tonight, either wit wenhui they all to sakura or drinking sessions wit yujie/gabriel. all thanks to my headaches & slight fever, i hav to lock myself at home. very sorry guys, next tym ya? alright, im gonna watch step up 2 now. *lights off*
7:52 PM
17th march (mon): its my company's annual outing. last year was chalet, dis year is a trip to jb (yes, i've been in & out of msia dese days -.-). woke up at 5am, totally seh. booked a cab to admiralty mrt, our outlet had mcdonald breakfast b4 setting off.
齐天大圣!
1st stp was desaru fruits farm. wel, nth much to c actually. even e animal farm inside it was much mre fascinating dan e fruits. den we went to dis seafood restaurant to hav our lunch. me & melody were rather poor thing, out of 8 dishes, we only touched 3 dishes bcos we hav seafood allergy. worse, dat 3 dishes werent sth amazing, my mum cooks much better than e chefs.
e attention was on e rabbit n not kelvin, poor thing

next stop, we came to desaru ostrich farm. e smell was horrible, deeply admire e ppl who stay dere. e ostrich egg is 1 interesting thing. no matter how heavy one is, e egg wil nvr break if you step on it, its dat hard. boss treated us to ostrich satays, similar to ayam & beef.
wen hui thinks he can swallow dis ostrich eggour one & only interest of dis whole outing: jusco shopping centre! hwever steppin in gave us an utter disapointment. it's just another vivo city, all e shops can be found in sg. didnt get anythin, only some titbits for my family.
final stop was dinner at apollo restaurant, their food was heaven while e previous was hell. they were so much different. every1 were rather quiet by den as we were reali tired after a day of walkin & seein. quite a boring trip but alrite la, gained some experience, hahaha. & goin out wit colleagues, u could jus laugh for nth, lol. gotta get some rest for nw, ciaos!
p/s: many pics taken, but its in my manager's camera, so pardon me
6:46 PM
15 - 16 march: a trip to kukup (southwest corner of johor) wit my family. it's an interesting fishing village with many residents having their houses built on stilts over the sea. nvr think of having shoppin sprees dere, basically dere r no shoppin malls, it's a place simply for tourists to relax & throw away all ur worries.

bro in deep thoughts
well, i could say my activities in just 4 words: eat; karaoke; mahjong; slp. a place more for senior citizens & working adults i guess. but e objective of pouring away my worries & just relax does fulfilled. im heavily involved wit work e past few weeks, so im glad i finally gt a good rest over dere. bought titbits for my colleagues, & some small gifts for melody, san & sam. got step up 2 too, so excited, gonna watch it asap. alrite thats abt it, nights ((:
11:28 PM
13/o3 (thurs): requested off day for W24C class outing. only 9 of us turned up as e others could nt make it, unfortunately, its rainin too. but its ok, we stil made our way happily to a karaoke room at some private property located somewher near costa sands. had our dinner & at e same time sang our hearts out. we had fun like dere's no tmr. i enjoyed every single outing wit dis bunch of people, cos they r always e ones who will brighten up my days (: thanks guys for e great night out!now let e pictures do e talking:
give me your award-winning smiles!
emotional roy
dia & cheryl
kaiying & i concentrating (:
5:36 AM
1o/o3 (mon): after wrk, caught e movie 10,000 BC with melody, san & zhiyang. i must say i was reali tired aft a long day of wrk, so afraid dat i would fall aslp anytime while watchin e movie. i was wrong, frm e beginning to e end of e movie, my eyes were popping out. very thrilling show, never will u expect wad would hpn next. great animations & e money spent was definitely worth it. pls catch it if u hav nt, its a MUST WATCH!
4:34 AM
o9/o3 sun: tday is sharon's big day. early in e mrnin cabbed dwn to sharon's hse wit waisee. went dere as a role of e bride's 姐妹. we did everythin in procedure & mke sure nth goes wrong. ltr, cars were here to bring us to jb where sharon's weddin is held. b4 procedin to e restaurant, we had to follow sharon to e groom's hse to 敬茶. e weather wasnt cooperatin wit us, it was drizzling wen we made our move to e restaurant.
e car dat we were on
we were happy wen sharon & her groom made their entrance. i love e weddin photos they took, very well-taken. aft e weddin ceremony, sad to say it's rainin even heavier wen we were on our way back to custom. msia jus held their voting e day b4, so many ppl r leavin e ctry at e same time. e area ard e custom were so packed, & imagine dat the heavy rain is pouring on us, & e great inconvenience dat e high heels brought us, there were a few moments where i tot i could not return to sg. i noe im rather silly but e feelin rily came to me.
not much photos were taken, all of us were busy helpin outeventually we stil gt back to sg, happy thing was we are reali joyful for sharon & hope dat e newly-weds would stay loving as always. however bad news we received was tt waisee's grandmother jus passed away. hope dat she wil b fine as we noe alot of things had been happenin to her recently. poor girl.
3:59 AM
12:56 AM
3rd march (mon): happening day... melody volunteered to go taka to buy lunch for all of us. when she's back, she bought Tori Q set for me, so sweet of her. later she ask me to close my eyes, & she put sth on my hand. when i open my eyes, i saw a cute mini lancome perfume cos she knows i love perfume. i was reali touched (:

mervin later came in & ask all of us wad colours we like, we felt so weird & duno wad is he up to. den he passed all of us a velvet hp strap usin e colours we like. we were reali surprised. ard 4pm, kelvin came down with sushi, all of us felt so blissed, lol. thats not e end of it. felixia came down mins later & brought along milk tea from central CQ for me. soooo sweet ((:
there are actually crystals on e strap, pretty piece of velvet
friends are always the sweetest human beings on earth, thanks guys for the thoughts ^^
11:33 AM
28th feb (thurs): yujie's advc bday chalet... afternoon time went to her hse wit yuan & clarence to help her carry things to downtown east. while waitin for mre ppl to cum dwn, we watched kungfu dunk. started to bbq when most ppl arrived.cutting cake session, yujie looked so ps due to so many ppl lookin at her. haa. we then played mini mahjong, i must say its reali hard to play bcos its so tiny & vulnerable, but nevertheless, stil fun (: ard 3am gotta leave due to wrkin full shift til midnight later. so sad. anyway hope she enjoyed her chalet & like e lighter i gave her (:
yujie is getting old (:
her new lioness haircut (: happy bday to u!
11:20 AM